If you knew me in my other blog, you may have read sometimes how i'd been struggling with my identity, myself and my emotions.
See i am an emotional person, very edgy and my mood swings are epic. The last one year has been a roller coaster emotionally and gradually i have been trying to work through it, sometimes with help from friends with good or bad intentions.
This week i had long phone conversations with two close friends at different times, somehow it made me reflect differently about my life and the changes i have made. I have really grown. I cut out a few people from my life and i must say it's been really great. More things are coming to light now and different areas i didn't know where the betrayal were from are becoming apparent. I am glad i took some steps.
I am closed off emotionally, i know this and i have been living in denial but a few weeks ago, i decided to be honest with myself and deal with it. I am glad i did because i am on a one way ticket to my happiness. I just arrived at my happy place and i decided to blog about it.
Yes, i am really happy with myself and Life has never been more exciting because for the first time in a long while, i am doing things i love, living according to my will, not bothered about pleasing anyone and also surrounded with a few beautiful and loyal friends who i know have my best interest at heart. As we all know, life is hard enough without negative people and situations.
All i am trying to say can be summarized in one sentence:
"We determine our own happiness"
I leave you with one of my favourite Nigerian songs right now. I am not in love with anyone at the moment, but i am happy because i love the concept of Love and songs like this make me happy....